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Jun. 14th, 2007 @ 07:46 pm Entry #17 [Day 73 for Mike]
First things first....Matt you are so gonna get crushed in a cage match. :P OH YEAH!



Okay, so yesterday marked the 1 year anniversary of my mom's death. It's kind of crazy how quickly the year blew by...it was actually going by pretty fucking slow but now it seems like time is flying. I blame it on Mike and his rice eating AZN-ness.

But wow...so much has changed and is going to change, it's quite crazy. Lots of friendships have all but disappeared and others have grown. I've found out things about people in my life that have made it easier for me to make decisions on what kind of relationship I'd like to have with them. So basically friends are few and far between nowadays. It's quite all right though, I'm on the first steps of a new life and it's not like the state of Virginia and all the people in it can move with me 2600+ miles anyway.

I'm so happy my mom gave me the ability to make my own decisions. Unlike my brother who still needs a babysitter at nearly 28 years old. I've learned a lot about myself since she left us. I've discovered weaknesses and have crushed old ones into the ground.

If I'm even 1/100th of the woman my mom was, I know I'm going to be okay in this life. I miss you mom. I love you with all my heart! Forever and ever and ever. :)

p.s. Eustanik! I love you too woman. For life. Whether you like it or not. You big dyke! <3 :)
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From:[info]dancinqueen0100
Date: June 15th, 2007 02:48 am (UTC)
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I know I don't really know you or anything, but I just wanted to say I am sorry for your loss.
How is your husbands deployment going? Better yet, how are you hanging in there? =)
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From:[info]natski
Date: June 15th, 2007 03:30 am (UTC)
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I think that when mike is out and bk in your arms you guys need to have a proper honeymoon and that should be in australia.
you know you want to my little cum bubble ;)
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From:[info]dcayn
Date: June 15th, 2007 03:41 am (UTC)

Mahal kita

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Kami po ay nakikiramay sa inyong pagdadalamhati.
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From:[info]huggscancer
Date: June 15th, 2007 05:29 am (UTC)
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*huggs*

you can make it!!! hang in there

loves
From:warholdiaries
Date: June 18th, 2007 06:19 pm (UTC)
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*hugs*

No matter how far away I am, I'll always be a friend.
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From:[info]kinatsue
Date: June 18th, 2007 06:21 pm (UTC)
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awww bebeh! I had an amazing time with you on Saturday night/Sunday morning. Holy sh*t! BEST SONG EVER!!!!! "Paul! What a ridiculous name for a cat!" AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
I have missed you so fuck*ng much, but we really will get our sh*t together and start hanging out more often... plus, I gotta come over to your house and make a list of movies that you don't have because Mat sucks the big one and I can get them to you for your b-day and X-mas so that you and Mike can have a decent collection out there.
I'm amazed we did not cry at all.. weird, cuz we all know what a crybaby you are.. and by you I mean me. HA! HA! :P
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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